Drying my eyes from another crying episode Trying to get myself out of this pitiful, depressing mode Has left me feeling numb, with a bad taste in my mouth And with nowhere to turn, and no one to hear me when I shout
But how can they hear me when I am shouting in silence? Where must I go to get back my confidence? When will I get back to the point of authority? I have searched, and could not find a pill for what ails me
All my tears were shed in the same place Where I cried so hard the tears began to burn my face My eyes have changed color since my tears started to flow All these tears, and still, no one knows
Knows the depth of my pain Nor the path of my tear stains Everything looks different but remains the same Complicated with the fear of starting over again
I know putting my heart back together won’t be easy Because I didn’t give a portion of my heart, I gave it all, completely So I know I am taking a chance by going back out there Back to the place that caused these never ending tears
Trying to start over my heart tells me I am heading for trouble And to be careful not to place all my cards on the table Learning from my past I know love will always be a gamble At least that is what I feel, when I look at tears floating in a bottle